Hopefully this is it......

New surgery date:  September 16.

Never Again

I met a woman yesterday who had stage 3 breast cancer. She chose a total mastectomy, and said she couldn't get the rebuild. She was cancer free but worries every single day about getting the cancer back somewhere else at any moment. I don't want to be her. I just want this to be over.

Dancing Star

......or at least that's what I tell myself.   Appointment made for my final surgery.  After that I will consider myself cancer free and this long long ride will come to an end and I will become a dancing star.  :-)

I have heard so many of these.....

Watch this

Amazing.  Very worth the 10 min.  Also, ladies please don't forget to get squished.  

Another thought, I hope this guy/company/university makes this so cheap to use that EVERYONE can afford to have this test once a year.

Today's TEDxTalk: “If you find cancer early enough, most have a nearly 100% cure rate.” Raj Krishnan at TEDxSanDiego

Pre-Op

Today is pre-op day for the hysterectomy next week.  A nice lady called and asked me about 4 dozen questions.  I shouldn't be as afraid as I am.  I mean today is nothing.  Ultrasound, inspection of lady parts, talking.  No big.

I quit brandy this week.
I quit smoking this week.

As soon as they give me the antibiotics I give up wine too.  Good-bye vices.  I will miss you.

I have some thoughts about Angelina Jolie.  I am going to save them for now.  



make custom gifts at Zazzle

Ps.  Here's some crap I make.

Bizarre-burlesque

So this weekend I saw a woman perform a Portus Head song while stripping at an even this weekend. She did a fine job of it. I thought of how interesting it would be if 1) I could loose enough weight to do it. 2) I could find something modern in my range. 3) find the courage to be in front of a crowd, and finally when unveiling the breasts. (which in Colorado requires pasties/paint/tape over the nipple.) I wonder what the resultant reaction would be to exposing breasts without any nipples at all........