About Damn Time

I was finally release to wear a normal bra with under wire.  I have still been having issues with finding ones that fit right, but it is a big step.

I still have 3 months until nipple reconstruction OR a reconstruction revision.  I can't say I am super  please with how they look.  They are just so foreign and one does sit lower than the other.  I don't know what I am going to do next.  Everyone has different sized boobs, or uneven or whatever.  I have to think long and hard about yet another surgery.

Well Crap

I got a nurse to read my mri report ( I got an mri in october ), I guess I have a cyst on/near my spine. Obviously it's been growing, which is why the pain is ramping up. Make sense. (People in pain sometimes feel like they are crazy. Especially when so many people "live" with degenerative disc disease.) I like knowing that there is a pretty clear REASON for my pain. (And that I am not just imagining that it is getting worse.)


Hoping that it's not going to take surgery, but preparing for it.

Hoping it's not cancer again.  Trying not to think about it.