Woke up in insane leg pain. (All the same only worse). Called my PT guy right away. 3x a week until surgery. Hopefully that will help because I have been told I will be given no more pain meds. The only thing that is OK is standing. Sitting and even laying down is painful. Cried. Hard. Poor long suffering husband held me. They want to change my pre-op to tomorrow. Any bets on if my surgery will be pushed back again?
I am trying to hide my tears from my son. I told him I would likely be very fragile leading up to the surgery. Cry a lot, be curt, freak out.
He said, "But mom, you cried all last year, and it was my best year of school." Which of course made me weep, quietly in the bathroom.
When will this end?
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