Crap

Good news/bad news day.  After having the IUD out, I got retested and am not in menopause but peri-menopausal.  Grate (my nerves)!  Unfortunately, that means I need to take tamoxifen which reacts poorly with my ssri, Cymbalta.  Cymbalta is the ONLY ssri that works for me.  Others have given me worlds of troubles including colitis, the crazy, total lack of sex drive/ability to achieve orgasm (sorry fellas), the CRAZY, the shakes and just plain not working.  I am going in to talk about all this, but frankly.  I am freaked right the fuck out.